3 vows of an intellectual life

• The pursuit of knowledge must be autonomous. If something piques one’s interest he has to pursue it. One will not limit their understand to curriculums.
• May all autonomous minds meet at a place and rejoice. There is enormous joy in communing with other minds to exchange, donate and extract knowledge.
• May the autonomous mind also make time for nothingness, only then can conscious contemplation set its course.

These are the 3 vows I made to myself after visiting a convent and talking to a Friar. As it becomes clear, I am not religious.

I learned at this visit that Friars of the Franciscan order wear a rope with three knots on their robes. Each of these knots are tied to a vow of their order — in their case the vows are Obedience, Chastity and Poverty.

My trip to this convent's city was an attempt to assuage my once a year (at least) epiphany of what I am doing now and what will I do next. So obviously the concept of someone living their whole life with only three vows and a very clear mission to guide got me in awe. Would something like that be the answer to all of my problems? Would that make it easier to sit in peace with my decisions, to make choices? To bear the weights of finite time that rest on our shoulders?

As for these questions, I am still not sure. But searching inside me for the things that I truly love and wish the world had more of, I noticed that on the thirteen hour train ride to reach this city I felt beautifully full and content reading and writing. Most of the times in my life I have felt stuck and bored, the remedy was getting entranced by a new field. If I had to choose one thing to do every day it would be to learn.

And isn't every day all there is?

well, every day is all there is.1

That's how I ended up with a vow to: learn.

Autonomous learning

The pursuit for knowledge must be autonomous. One must never let time, money or an institution stop them from learning about a subject. One will not limit their understanding of a field to their school curriculum.

Self-education is, I firmly believe, the only kind of education there is. The only function of a school is to make self-education easier; failing that, it does nothing.

If anything piques their interest, one must pursue it.

Autonomous learning is not to be restrained within self-learning. There is something very beautiful in pursuing a subject on your own, but there is something equally beautiful in knowing your place on a given field.

If I have seen further it is by standing on the shoulders of giants.

Kind sharing

There is enormous joy in communing with other minds to learn something that interests you. May all autonomous minds meet at a place and rejoice.

Please bring a piece of writing that inspired you, changed you, meant something to you, or otherwise got stuck in your head.

Also, be prepared to read it, and talk briefly about why you chose it (before or after).

It can be serious, funny, fiction, non-fiction, whatever. As long as it’s words. The basic guideline would be 1,000 of them maximum, but we’re all figuring it out together.2

May all minds rejoice through the kind exchange of knowledge. The intellectual must seek and accept every opportunity to converse about their knowledge without looking down or up but simply forward to a speaker or down to a piece of paper with an end.

If there's a book that you want to read, but it hasn't been written yet, then you must write it

And may they rejoice not only in the compliments, in the agreements and the abstracts. But in the inquiries, the twists and the developments. May they not cap the subject to be what they brought to the conversation, or what was catered to them before they even wondered.

So one must prepare for this conversation with the same energy he prepares for the learning, with organized tools and receipts of what one knows.

That’s the thesis of Sönke Ahrens’s How to Take Smart Notes, which argues that notetaking is foundational to the practice of writing. “Every intellectual endeavor starts with a note,” Ahrens asserts. “Good writing begins with good note-taking.”

To get a good paper written, you only have to rewrite a good draft; to get a good draft written, you only have to turn a series of notes into a continuous text. And as a series of notes is just the rearrangement of notes you already have in your slip-box, all you really have to do is have a pen in your hand when you read.3

With enough notes and enough time, the sharing will happen effortlessly in all directions, even within.

I felt a deep gratitude to him, for all he has given me, all the experiences and friendships that make my life better than his, and which his willingness to persevere brought into existence. “If you only knew,” I said out loud in the empty library, “how thankful I am for what you have done.” Something eased in me.4

Conscious contemplation

And in between the learning and the sharing, one must create space for nothingness.

In the nothingness, everything that comes in through the reading, the watching, the listening and the talking will dance on your head. One must have discipline so that even if one is certain that their thoughts are dancing the same choreography as everyone's else's, one will still provide them with enough space for the dance moves to turn into unseen choreographies.

Two things speak to each other and a third thing comes to me.5

One must resist persistently the make-believe of the brain as a nuclear reactor, in which the more you cram in and the faster you make the thoughts bounce, the bigger the explosion of eureka moments will be. Knowledge is not an explosion nor the detritus of one. Knowledge is expansion, give it space.

Efficiency is highly overrated, goofing off is highly underrated. Regularly scheduled sabbaths, sabbaticals, vacations, breaks, aimless walks and time off are essential for top performance of any kind. The best work ethic requires a good rest ethic.

What we do here, besides talk with our hands a lot, is cultivate worldview. I think those two words sum it up nicely. Worldview is, as you know, a particular philosophy of life. It implies the entirety of what we comprehend and believe about the world, about ourselves, about how each interacts with the other. It suggests a commitment, a modest one, to the well rounded individual, the intellectual life. We at the Nerdwriter are men and women of letters. As Terrence said, nothing human is foreign to us. We recognize that life is philosophical, moral, political, financial, psychological, artistic, scientific, and that what is worth knowing is worth weaving into a complex and comprehensive web. That's what goes on here at The Nerdwriter.6

Do these vows make any questions easier to answer?

Do they diminish any of my anguishes?

Do they tell me the purpose of life?

They make it easier to choose how to spend today and I'll always take that.